First Memory of Earth
As far as I remember since last September, I came from a planet of the Pleiadian star system. I came here with my husband who was a prince from a different planet to mine. We were pretty similar genetically, but of different cultures. I was tall, blonde, very thin, blue eyes, small differences to a human body, but still very close to humans. There were small differences regarding my hands and my face. My movements were slow and gracefull, a sense of never being rushed. I was wearing braceltes and jewlery. I liked to wear dresses with red and white or just blue, with veils around my body sometimes. We both communicated through telepathy mainly, except when we were in strong disagreement about something. The prince had a strong and muscular body, with auburn hair and eyes. The prince practically bought me on one of his visits to my planet, where I was a court entertainer- singing and dancing, story telling etc-. The court was not happy to let me go, as it was not customary on my planet to sell humans… so they were in shock! They ignored the prince and made him wait in orbit, hoping that he would just give up and leave with his fleet. But he waited and waited and finally the court decided to tell me about the situation and to let me decide what i wanted to do about it. So I decided to go up on the prince’s ship and make up my mind and give him a piece of my mind about this attitude of his.
When I went up I met the most amazing person I had ever met and really liked him totally! He was fun, a total gentleman, young and super gorgeous!! We had a great chat and giggled a lot about the situation. So I decided to follow him as a gust on his ship and be an entertainer for his guests and I was promised that the minute I wanted to go home I would be dropped back to my planet. The court could not refuse under these terms and had to let me go. But they decided as a last trick to put me in a room with another 5 women looking like me and with veils on, just like mine, hoping that he would be so foolish as to pick the wrong woman. Of course he was not fooled and though the court tactics were so funny, trying to fool him! Of course he picked me up straight away and things evolved from that. I thought he would get bored with me after a couple of weeks, but things just got better and better. Our feelings just grew more and more. Then we wanted to get married, but it was contrary to his parents will that he should marry a dancer.. He was expected to marry a princess, so the prince elevated me to his rank !! But the parents were still not happy about it and eventually the prince got more and more distant from his court.
We got married at last and had a fantastic wedding and all went super super super.. till we decided we wanted some adventure and fun and wanted to distance ourselves from it all at his court. So we took a trip on a reptilian ship, more or less incognito or not on an official trip at the very least. We wanted to pass for business people looking for an opportunity on Earth. I was an entertainer and he was supposed to be a kind of a businessman, looking for resources from Earth. So we took part on a trip to see the newly former planet Earth with a group of other races, some whom we trusted and some we had little trust in. But as an act of good will we traveled on board the reptilian ship. This also contributed to our distancing ourselves from his court people and any official business. We had our own quarters in the reptilian motherhsip and were not bothered by anybody, rather isolated from others. We had our own scout ship and were able to visit other planets in this solar system alone.
But soon the Reptilians with other accomplices decided that they wanted this planet for themselves and started shooting at the other races, so quickly the allies were destroyed or received order to leave immediately. Soon we were left here alone with just the scout ship. We went a lot on Mars and had a base there. But we soon needed supplies and other things. We could not return home in our small ship, we needed a bigger ship/ mothership for that. So we were stranded here depending on the reptilians mainly. They tolerated us for a long time and we tolerated them for a long time. But soon we started to spy on them and seen that they were leading experiments that we did not agree with at all, at all, at all. We became more and more of an inconvenience for the reptilians as they could no longer hide their actions from us. It involved exploitation of the planet’s natural resources in a very destructive way. It also involved genetic experiments, which we also disagreed with. It was obvious that they had less and less respect for the planet, the land and for its primitive creatures. There were large animals, i guess dinosaurs and smaller ones. So the reptilians had plans to carry on their experiments with them all. Which was something that shook us very deeply.
We became more and more claustrophobic to the negative being here, and it was increasingly difficult to pretend we were still onbaord with them, and in agreement with their plans. Iy was difficult to claim that we were still looking for business and to do entertainment. We tried not to interfere with their actions as long as we could bare it. Eventually we began sabotage actions and making things explode by making it look like accidents had happened. We hoped to slow them down and create discord among them. So we were playing a double game for some time. It fooled them for a while, but they became increasingly suspicious of us and increasingly jealous of our loving relationship. They litterally became allergic to our love for each other. They were clearly threatened by us on many levels. Eventually it became no longer possible for them to ignore us and it became clear that we did not support their actions. So we were asked not to come back and to stay away from them, which we did to some extent. But we still continued to make things explode, so that irritated them.
Finally it became know for all that we were not just business people, and it became known that they had a very influential royal couple stuck with them. So that had the unexpected effect of some of the troops wanting to stop what they were doing on Earth immediately, as they got scared of the consequences when it would be known. Those who were a little like us just stuck in a bad situation, and had no way out of getting out of it, started to feel hopeful that soon they would go home and that a rescue team would come for the prince and they hoped to go along. Basically it gave a lot of hope for the reptilians who did not want to carry on with their leader’s plans. So the prince got an increasing number of supporters, some openly and some secretly. So this created a split into the reptilian’s factions. Some supported the prince and were afraid of his authority and power of his family.While others who truly had great affection for him decided to follow him and to stop their dark activities at once. And of course there were those to remained faithful to their reptilian leaders no matter what was asked of them. It became a big problem to continue for the rebellion side. So an internal war took off, as the darker ones wanted to force the others to carry on. Eventually the ones who wanted to leave and tell what was going on on Earth, in order to be forgiven, were eventually killed mercilessly. But there was still silent opposition among the reptilian factions even more after a lot of them were killed.This had modivated the others to stop and leave even more at this stage.
So the leader of the darker souls decided that the only way to make the resistance stop was to get rid of the prince and his wife. However nobody wanted to take the responsibility of killing us. They were all very scared of killing 2 royal beings from 2 very powerful races. This would not go down well at all, if this was ever getting into the public domain. Well, they hunted us down and we lived on the run a lot. Finally we ran out of food supplies and there was no where else to go. We were depending a lot on the reptilians and were not able to get what we needed form them anylonger. So it was a check mate. The leader finally sent an emissary explaining that they would not kill us, as this would have been a very serious offence. However that they would torture us and do any worse humiliations to us. So the emissary asked us to terminate our lives ourselves instead of going through this. It was a difficult mission for the emissary to carry out, because that emissary did not agree with that part of the plan at all, so he was very sorry to give us grave news and apologized in deep humility.
We were shocked at what we had heard, it was not something that ever happened previously to our knowledge. This situation had not happened before and nobody had ever imagined doing such a thing before. So we were very upset for some time and carried on with running and hiding, but eventually agreed that we no longer bared the idea of being powerless in stopping the damage being done on Earth and wanted to end our lives anyway. We knew back then that the day would come when this situation on Earth would no longer be tolerated and that one day we would be free to go home. We knew back then of the coming events to this day. So we decided to end our lives and to join the evolutionary process on the planet. There was no sense of fear, nor anger, nor frustration. There was just a sense of peace and of living in the now. We knew that there is no past, no future. We had a last night together and never felt any fear.